They say that being in love is one of the most wonderful feeling, if not, it could be the worst of all. But one could never describe in words this amazing emotion of being in love. People can only struggle to put into words the language of heart. Is it true?

Teenagers often say that twinkling eyes… lack of appetite… pimples… blanks stares… inspired… smiling face… rapid heartbeat… cold sweat… are the signs by which one could tell if someone is in love?

I asked myself twenty times before I found the answer. “Am I really in Love?”

I was started asking myself, when I first met her. She was too different from any other girls. She was very simple-looking yet so beautiful. Because of that, I wanted here to be my friend. And God’s forbid. The two of us had built strong friendship. Days passed by, our friendship grew stronger. We become closer to one another. I treated her not only an ordinary friend but a very special person that is so close to my heart. And I realized that I have a crush on her. I try to kept it, not to show it. She didn’t saw it that I love her. As time passed by, she do not noticed that I like her to be mine.

I felt an emotion that I had never felt before. That was love. I think I loved here. But I’m afraid and too shy to say my feelings to her, to show how I love her. Because I know, that love is playful. That she will just laugh at me.

I tried to hide the feeling that I felt but, I can’t. I always asked myself. “Is it love or only a crush? Am I really in love?”

When I started to have a feeling on her, I became crazy. I always dream of her every night. I cannot forget her in my mind and in my heart. I always think of her, in my mind and in my heart. I always think of her everywhere I go. I did everything just to make her happy. She was the most beautiful girl for me.

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